Sometimes I wonder what if it happens to me again? What if everything would fall apart again.
What if I would get stuck again and no one’s there to take me home? Full of what if’s because of you. You made this mark that is so deep that now I’m so scared to trust someone new.
Scared that maybe he’s like you? Scared that he’ll use me just like you did.
But why am I in this situation again? In this happiness that makes me want to wake up everyday looking forward to what good is going to happen.
It’s like I’m in a free-fall ride that goes down suddenly. That whenever you’re going down you feel that mini heart attack because you’re about the fall. That is what I’m feeling..
I’m starting to give away myself again and I’m afraid that I would get hurt just like before. Wherever you are..
understand me and I hope you’ll love and care for me just as much I do to you because I know I love you and it scares the shit out of me.