My parents are getting stricter with who I can talk to and when I go our bc I had a Bad Day today and they won’t let me talk with my friends even though that would make me feel 500 times better.
I can’t even do art, I just have to sit in my room and read.
I hate how they control me and my siblings and especially undermine my need for routine and just fuck around with my routines as a ‘consequence’ for 'disrespecting’ them.
Like I’m autistic and they want their perfect child back even though I was always like this they don’t care about me they just want to control me and hang my belongings over my head so I do
whatever they want. It’s the school holidays now so I’m not sure if I’ll be allowed to talk to anyone or go out, except with my parents for therapy.
I really want to move out I’m sick of this but I’m only turning 16 in June, I have to graduate to go live in the dorms by myself.
They said if I really hate it that much I can leave but where the fuck am I supposed to go?
They took my money and I can’t go to a friends place bc the situation is so rickety and I doubt anyone would take me in but damn I would be so much happier away from this toxicity.
Even though I’m bad at taking care of myself it would be better than this, plus if I want to have my money back I have to do well in school and stop taking days off.
I wish I was an adult so I could just submit my portfolio and go to uni right now, I just want my purpose back.. My parents just take my stuff without a care for what it does to me even my art.
I hate this all.
The scissors were so blunt I couldn’t even do anything and in the end my parents just cried and called fucking therapy so now I have to go and explain myself but hopefully she can get them to stop,
I really do.
if you guys could send me nice asks about anything or just ask me stuff u wanna know about me or my interests or something what would be cool.
Also before anyone asks how I’m online, I found my iPod and I’m posting from there.
@ any friends or mutuals do u wanna talk on iMessage or smth? Just shoot me an ask and we can exchange contacts or w/e