I am worth more than I think,
I wish I didn't have such a hard time
This is real life,
There is no "preparing".
I fall in love too easily,
But that doesn't mean it isn't real.
Sometimes small things
Make me feel like dying.
You're not good for me,
You hurt me.
Sometimes I'm afraid of everything.
I hate having to rely on others.
I sometimes feel like a spectator
Of my own life.
I really wish i remembered,
I often don't.
~If only I was brave enough to say it.