Fallen Petals
Fallen Petals poetry stories
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Fallen Petals

You planted flowers in my heart, All different and unique, Yes, they’re stunning, eye catching, beautiful, You’ve planted so many, they’re starting to strangulate me. -Anna

I’m trapped, held hostage in a jar of dejection, The jar is getting smaller and smaller, with every negative thought getting slipped in Strangulated, by these aromas of misery. It’s getting hard to breathe, It’s getting hard to live -Anna

I don’t want to scare you away With the constant mentions of my pain Don’t feel sorry for me I’m telling you this Not to feel sorry for me But to understand why I am, who I am today -Anna

Healing you was breaking me in the process. Breaking fragments at a time I’d give you my all, resulting with me having nothing left to give to myself, Using me to retain your contentment. Until you fathomed a form of happiness, That didn’t include me -Anna

It’s as though I’m watching my life from an unwelcoming tower of sorrow Watching myself, watching my choices that I’m making. Having no control over my mind or my body. -Anna

Sitting here agitated, with the despondent thoughts. They rush through my head like a rejected branch in a vigorous river Sitting here drained from life itself, forcing a fraud of a smile. I’m trying my best to imitate the smiles and laughs I’m surrounded with. I’m doing a terrible impression. -Anna

My mind is substantial as I get lost in a desolate mist with a wandering state of uncertainty. My heart feels vacant, as though a mandatory part is absent. My body is debilitated, as I grasp my last breath, lips turning blue. -Anna

I’m happy, grateful You taught me essential, knowledge, teaching me the game of life. You’re nothing but a lesson, a test I’ve overcome. -Anna

I always wanted to write about you, I could never find the words How do I sum up my feelings towards you? How can I express the endless love you have for me? You’ve seen me at my lowest, Not once have you judged You’ve seen me at my highest Not once have you left You’re the better half of me I can’t wait to see our journey we have in store. -Anna

We’re all just trying our best to get by in the abnormal world. Trying our best to outrun each other. pushed to do things we don’t like, all for their acceptance. -Anna

What is love I know we say I love you, to people we care about I know we say I love you, in our greetings are cards, and letters What I don’t know is why do we say I love you, How can we associate three words to different people, who all are divergent to each-other My apparent love, has no words, have no actions, and have no lines What is love? -Anna

You reminded me why I put my walls up so high Everything you said, all being bitter lies Using me for moments to retain your pleasure Will this pain end, now? Never? Frankly knowing you’ll only need me for a while Manipulating me, feeling like a hostile. Sick of being used In desperate need of a noose. You reminded me why I put my walls up so high Everything you said, all being bitter lies Using me for moments to retain your pleasure Will this pain end, now? Never? Frankly knowing you’ll only need me for a while Manipulating me, feeling like a hostile. Sick of being used In desperate need of a noose. -Anna

I never met you, yet you mean so much to me. Constant daydreams of an alternative universe, where we could’ve met, could’ve touched, could’ve loved. You give me a warm aura when your name is mention, and a linger feeling of sadness. The worst things in life, come at no fee, taking you was easy, taking your memory isn’t. I hope you’re proud of me. -Anna

I could just, carry on without a mention of your name, Not care, at the mentions of your pain, I could just, keep going, without mentions of our fights, Not care, that you ignored my respect, and my rights. -Anna

I feel out-weighted, not to my sadness, by the love you used to conceal my scars There’s an untold place in my heart, that only you have the key for. -Anna

I needed you, I needed you like the oxygen I breath in, and how the plants need the sun. I needed those rays of light to overcome my fears. The more I waited for these miracle rays, I lost hope, and eventually realized that they would not come. Locked up in a fortress of emotions, with a constant linger of lies swarming around. The ghastly feeling, the barbaric lifestyle was soon taking over … -Anna

Picking me up like a cigarette, burning me to the core. Making sure you rinse every part of me, only then to dispose of me, once you’re done. I’m left to dissolve on the earth into nothing, feeling lower than the ground you threw me upon. It’s a never-ending game. No way to win, no way to lose but especially no way out… My heart refuses to let go, pounding on reminding me to why I can’t. My mind however is as open as ever, to reasons why its best. Once again, I’m someone’s second choice. -Anna

I’ve surrendered to the game of life The aim is paradoxical The rules are inequitable. It’s like you’re throwing a dice that refuses to land on the desired number I’ve lost my turn, to somebody else Game over. -Anna

It’s as though, I’m wandering into a fog of confusion, in a gorgeous forest, Although the forest is beautiful, the uncertainty, is getting thicker, slowly suffocating me, The flowers here, we planted together, just me and you Not long after, you picked the beautiful ones, and left the others to rot. -Anna

Lies, a twisting tale made from hope and sadness. Clutching onto the words that promised me comfort, the words that kept me going, and the words that gave you my love. It’s as though you’re trying to hold air, as it escapes your useless grasp. One word, that’s all it was to erase the content of millions you gave me. -Anna

I want to make you smile, even though, I’ve failed to smile myself I want you to love me Even though I’m still learning to love myself I want to comfort you Even though no one is there to comfort me. -Anna

We’re all lost in a puzzle, a fantasy world. Aiming to be like the clones of clones. Pressured by platforms everybody now uses. Industry bodies, flawless faces, and a perfect lifestyle -Anna

My mind is substantial as I get lost in a desolate mist with a wandering state of uncertainty My heart feels vacant, as though a mandatory part is absent My body is debilitated, as I grasp my last breath, lips turning blue. -Anna

I seem to be a book. I find myself letting you turn my pages, and bending my spine. You’ve torn the pages that didn’t seem perfect and kept the ones you liked. You’ve misread my words and changed my lines. You saw my cover and decided to take it. This story keeps going, its never-ending. I seem to be a book, with a terrible ending. -Anna

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