HE'S the one
I say for the 5th time this week
No for real this time HE is the one.
No I couldn't tell you his last name but I can tell you this.
We are gonna get married some day
Probably have babies
I've been looking for the song we will dance to at our wedding and imaging the vows we will say.
We aren't gonna do the whole traditional vows we are gonna make our own
he's gonna cry a little bit
People will see us in public and be jealous of the love we have.
They will be able to witness the love pouring out of our souls for each other.
No I can't tell you his birthday or what car he drives tbh I'm not sure he has one
Can't tell you if he has a sister.
Can't tell you exactly what he does for work that's still unknown and the signs point to selling drugs
But what does that have anything to do with anything anyways?
Not his favorite meal or the way he looks when he's lying
And I can only imagine the way he cries but-
I think I can see his heart
I can almost feel his arms wrap around me
He isn't prepared for the love I will give
He isn't prepared for the fire I will burn to keep him warm
A fire Made out of everything that is good in me
Every inch of my bones burning for him
Isn't love worth a couple burns
Isn't love worth losing yourself over
If i don't like who I am enough to keep her
All I've known is to give her away
Shes always better when trapped between barriers so tight she can't possibly think logically
Reality drifts away and she returns
You are the barrier I want to be trapped between
Suffocate me please
I promise I will suffocate you too
I can't tell you where he's walked
But I can see that he has run
I can see this because I have too
Strangers become my home and my love flies from tree to tree but I can't keep up
I try to climb but there's no where else to go
My hearts lost her home
And as she searches she realizes she never had one.
It will take me scratching your name in my chest to realize you never belonged there
The scars a reminder of every man that I have convinced myself is worthy of my love
Each one just a figment of my imagination
Each one the same
You will leave the same scars all of them have left before you
Or maybe it's me who leaves them I'm not sure
But for now let's ignore all that
Just for a little while please
let's pretend that your the one