Nights Every night brings some uneasiness I wanted my life to look like something else The feelings are carried as my waking up thoughts in the morning And the cycle continues Now even the sound of falling rain won't soothe my mind Neither would smiling and breathing relax thisbtightness in my chest I tense my jaws and grind my teeth As anxiety claim another day of my life If I'm doing this then I'm not doing that I'm always missing out on something Not doing something perfectly because something else needed to be taken care of There is always something to worry about What would be the most relaxing way to have this drink With TV, without TV It's not going so perfectly, the drink tasted better last time What would be the better way to finish this I can still save the experience When something so inconsequential can create so many thoughts and feelings Bigger things nearly paralyze me Feeling clueless, blabbering, doing something stupid I make my fear of looking like an idiot come true Everyday I'm learning to talk to people Because they can't like me for so many reasons Boring, confronting, ignorant, arrogant Sometimes everyday feels like a struggle While every moment, every day when I overcome any of these And notice myself untangling from the web of my own mind Every struggle feels worth it And I smile and the deep breath relaxes the knot in my chest a little more
Nights

Every night brings some uneasiness
I wanted my life to look like something else
The feelings are carried as my waking up thoughts in the morning
And the cycle continues
Now even the sound of falling rain won't soothe my mind
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When the day ends, these thoughts overcrowd my mind

Nights Every night brings some uneasiness I wanted my life to look like something else The feelings are carried as my waking up thoughts in the morning And the cycle continues Now even the sound of falling rain won't soothe my mind Neither would smiling and breathing relax thisbtightness in my chest I tense my jaws and grind my teeth As anxiety claim another day of my life If I'm doing this then I'm not doing that I'm always missing out on something Not doing something perfectly because something else needed to be taken care of There is always something to worry about What would be the most relaxing way to have this drink With TV, without TV It's not going so perfectly, the drink tasted better last time What would be the better way to finish this I can still save the experience When something so inconsequential can create so many thoughts and feelings Bigger things nearly paralyze me Feeling clueless, blabbering, doing something stupid I make my fear of looking like an idiot come true Everyday I'm learning to talk to people Because they can't like me for so many reasons Boring, confronting, ignorant, arrogant Sometimes everyday feels like a struggle While every moment, every day when I overcome any of these And notice myself untangling from the web of my own mind Every struggle feels worth it And I smile and the deep breath relaxes the knot in my chest a little more

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