Though a deep and wounding longing for interaction keeps me coming back, it makes me feel like a nuisance and a beggar.
If you look at the reality of it, I'm crawling on hands and knees, bloody but soaking up all scraps of attention you throw my way.
Waiting for a sliver of your time. To revel in it and feel important enough to be talked to by perfection like you once again.
These emotions are toxic to my health,
These emotions are toxic to my health, believe me I know.
These emotions are toxic to my health, believe me I know. But it's no wonder addictions begin with just a taste of a toxic substance.
Maybe that's what I need?
Something to make all the shadows and heartbreak go away.
Something to make all the rotten feelings go away.
Something to make all the rotten feelings go away. Something to make me forget...
NOUN nepenthe (noun) A drug described in Homer's Odyssey as banishing grief or trouble from a person's mind. synonyms: drug, narcotic, sedative, depressant
*laughs softly* Wonder if it's real...
No pressure, no diamonds. -Animevampire05