This is for my Mom. Even though I'll never have the guts to actually show her.
You have done so much for me.
You've taken care of me for 14 years, and have always put me before your own needs.
There are so many sacrifices that have been made just for me.
I've taken advantage of that sometimes.
I've put myself in danger.
All because you wouldn't let me do what all my other friends did.
I did some really stupid things in the past.
Things that you know, and things that are best for you not to know.
I wish I could talk to you and tell you what's going on in my life right now.
But I can't.
There is so much on my mind. So much you deserve to know.
I wish I could show you the messages Mom.
I wish I could show the pictures I sent to him.
I wish I could show you what he threatened to do to me.
I wish I knew how to talk to you, but I don't.
Mom. If you ever see this. I just want to tell you.
That I hope you forgive me.