Do I really have to be the one sitting here listening to sad songs?
Do I really have to be the one thinking of you countless times throughout the day?
Did I really have to cry pointless tears over you when you didn't deserve it?
Do I always have to be the one waiting by the phone to see your name when I know I'll never see it because I know you're with her?
And what was is it about her that makes you turn a blind eye to me?
What about her smile makes you want to ignore mines?
What about her warmth makes you act cold to me?
What about her kiss makes you hate mine?
What could she have to offer you that I couldn't have?
All these questions I didn't have the answers to seem clear to me now, you posses the mind of a narcissist. You seem to only care for yourself and gaslight times that I remember with clarity.
You justify your wrong doings and go after empathetic people just so you can feel worthy of something. But toxic people can only mesh well with other toxic people.
So you will always choose her over me, misery loves company. I will always be able to offer a warm home of security in my heart and that makes you flee.
But I'm sorry to say that this empath has no more room in her heart for a narcissist.
I'll be seeing you in pictures with whoever you decide to spend a future with, and I'll never forget of what could've been and what it was like to feel your lips on mine.
Hopefully you'll see me one day, in awe and wrapped up in my lover's arms.