A letter to my former lover. (Aka, I'm depressed. Again.)
A letter to my former lover.

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angelsarisen
angelsarisenTurning Over A New Leaf.
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So. New poem. I don't even feel like I'm trying to be happy anymore. Gave up, I guess you could say.

But we both know this was bound to happen.
I managed to make it a long poem though so....meh.

A letter to my former lover. (Aka, I'm depressed. Again.)

I thought love would be nice. For once, things would be "okay".

Fuck it. Forget all of it. Just another game, was it not?

I needed you the most, when I was holding the knife to my wrist. Where were you? With HER.

Here I was. Once again believing. You would've thought I would know better by now. Clearly, I don't.

I don't sleep. I don't eat. I don't talk. I don't smile. I don't think. I don't move. I don't breathe. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care.

I really thought this time it would work. I really need to stop hoping. Seems like everything just crushes me these days.

Sometimes, I wonder what I did wrong. What didn't I give you? What else did you want? What could I have done to fix this all?

But then, I see you, with her. You moved on. I didn't do anything wrong. You did.

You broke me. My tears, each night, a waterfall basically.

My biggest fear came true. You see me how I see myself, how everyone sees me.

I'm: Depressed. Again.

Sad.

Hurt.

Confused.

Lonely.

Unloved.

Judged.

Misunderstood.

Insignificant.

Broken.

Useless.

Ugly.

Hated.

Trash.

Worthless.

Dumb.

Fake.

Weak.

A mistake.

I'm done. I'm dead. I'm gone.

Goodbye, Forever.

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