Kindergarten to third grade,
You were my childhood friend,
I looked up to you when times were bad.
I looked up to you when I was sad.
I always laughed when you were by my side,
until you went behind my back and stabbed.
I felt so betrayed and so alone
and began to realize your true colors that had shown.
You hurt me so badly that nothing can compare to my experience.
You were the one with whom my secrets I thought I could share with.
You helped me through the bad times when people were so mean,
and now that you're gone, I feel so deceived.
I never thought the closest person to me can be such a liar.
You lied to my face, one only could tell.
You left me alone; now I feel like I'm in hell.
I have no one to turn to, to ask for advice.
You leaving me is like an endless spiral of death.
I'm in pain; it's not easy to see, and since you've been gone,
I have no one beside me.
I try to find more friends that are as fun as you,
but the more I try, I realize there is nothing more I can do.
You're gone forever, whether you know it or not.
Me being stuck in this world alone like this, I'd rather be shot.
Goodbye forever; you ruined my ability to forgive,
and now I'm like this for the rest of my life I shall live.
Until, I realized that it isn't it.
I finally found someone in fifth grade, who was nothing like you,
she was better, someone who was actually a true friend by my side.
But, since she had to leave base on her own reasons in sixth grade,
I had to relive the experience of being lonely,