a collab by @angeli_luis and @julienotjuly
𝟔/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟗:𝟑𝟖 𝐩𝐦 Dear journal, The night skies are pretty somber and starless I'm never enough for my parents My mom is calling me, I'll be back
𝟔/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟏𝟎:𝟎𝟐 I'm back, my cheeks hurt, my leg is bleeding Goodnight journal
𝟕/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟗:𝟓𝟖 𝐚𝐦 Dear journal, Omg, I can't believe these are my clothes, it's so ugly I need makeup, I look weird My room is so plain, eww
𝟖/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟏𝟏:𝟐𝟔 𝐚𝐦 Dear journal, Today was really weird, I don't usually feel dizzy And my mom said she ordered a dress? I don't remember anything I really don't remember writing the one before either I'll search up my symptoms
𝟖/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟏𝟏:𝟑𝟒 𝐚𝐦 I'm not sure I can't believe it, if it's actually true I have DID? Dissociative identity disorder? It means that I have alter personalities that I can't remember I mean, it sort of explains a lot
𝟗/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟑:𝟑𝟒 𝐩𝐦 THE DRESS I BOUGHT IS SO CUTEE Sad, that the rest of my closet is ugly And what's with the bruises anyways? They're painful and ugly lol
𝟏𝟎/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟖:𝟒𝟗 𝐚𝐦 Dear journal, Okay, I think it's official I think I have DID It's crazy but, I don't think my parents should know That I have issues? No way!
𝟏𝟏/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟒:𝟑𝟖 𝐩𝐦 God, my grades are horrifying I mean... 70 % ?! How am I supposed to be a chief executive ?! I'll study harder I guess...
𝟏𝟐/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟗:𝟎𝟗 𝐚𝐦 Dear journal, S̶H̶E̶, I mean, I BOUGHT ANOTHER DRESS?! I don't need another dress! Besides, I don't go outside. I don't have friends.
𝟏𝟐/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟏𝟎:𝟎𝟎 𝐩𝐦 Dear journal, I've been doing a lot of thinking She's exactly the kind of person mom and dad wants She's feminine and wants a successful future And lately, I haven't gotten much bruises I guess this is the solution to my problems...
𝟏𝟒/𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐚𝐭 𝟔:𝟒𝟖 𝐚𝐦 Dear journal, What happened yesterday? My room is messy And the pages, they're torn and scribbled! Wait, what? Dad told me to leave the house Said I was a monster I don't get it, I thought everything was fine No...I can't go, oh gosh
𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 @𝒿𝓊𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒿𝓊𝓁𝓎 🌹