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a poem about what I'm feeling right now...inner panic. :/

I'm not sure I can explain...

by: andy-blue12 A.K.A: ...Andy.

I feel so paralyzed.

I feel so paralyzed. But it was too late.

I feel so paralyzed. But it was too late. By the time I realized,

That I wasn't the same.

Time slips from my memory.

Severing.

I'm lost from reality.

And I'm not sure I can explain,

And I'm not sure I can explain, What it's like to feel my pain.

And I'm not sure I can explain, What it's like to feel my pain. Knowing nobody else is aware,

And I'm not sure I can explain, What it's like to feel my pain. Knowing nobody else is aware, Of all the nasty scars I wear.

Am I dreaming?

Am I dreaming? Is anything real?

My head is reeling.

My head is reeling. My heart, I can't feel.

The panic kicks in,

The panic kicks in, The paranoia along with it.

The panic kicks in, The paranoia along with it. I'm anxiety stricken,

The panic kicks in, The paranoia along with it. I'm anxiety stricken, And I don't know how to fix it.

Tell me,

Will this ever end?

Will this ever end? Will the suffocating trauma ever leave?

Will this ever end? Will the suffocating trauma ever leave? Will I always have to pretend?

Will I ever be at peace?

Or will it rot my life away?

Or will it rot my life away? One emotion at a time.

Or will it rot my life away? One emotion at a time. Will my soul sit, decayed,

Or will it rot my life away? One emotion at a time. Will my soul sit, decayed, Disappearing with my mind?

I don't deserve this pain.

I don't deserve this pain. But it's left a nasty mark.

I don't deserve this pain. But it's left a nasty mark. A giant black-hole stain,

I don't deserve this pain. But it's left a nasty mark. A giant black-hole stain, In the center of my heart.

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