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This is about OCD and intrusive thoughts.

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by: andy_blue12

Background: This represents intrusive thoughts and OCD. I thought I got the point across well enough, but I hope you get as much out of it as I did.

A mutilated mind haunts me.

A mutilated mind haunts me. Water-boarded from emotions.

A mutilated mind haunts me. Water-boarded from emotions. I can't escape

A mutilated mind haunts me. Water-boarded from emotions. I can't escape even when I'm sleeping.

A mutilated mind haunts me. Water-boarded from emotions. I can't escape even when I'm sleeping. I'm drowning

A mutilated mind haunts me. Water-boarded from emotions. I can't escape even when I'm sleeping. I'm drowning and the water's frozen.

Maybe the water will melt.

Maybe the water will melt. And I'll finally be free.

Maybe the water will melt. And I'll finally be free. But the pressure here is more then I've ever felt.

Maybe the water will melt. And I'll finally be free. But the pressure here is more then I've ever felt. I might make it to the top, but there's no guarantee.

My greatest fear is dying within this water.

My greatest fear is dying within this water. But no matter how hard I fight...

My greatest fear is dying within this water. But no matter how hard I fight... My demons always fight back harder.

My greatest fear is dying within this water. But no matter how hard I fight... My demons always fight back harder. It's just no use,

My greatest fear is dying within this water. But no matter how hard I fight... My demons always fight back harder. It's just no use, try as I might.

I am shouting.

I am shouting. But nobody hears.

I am drowning.

I am drowning. But nobody cares.

My thoughts are:

My thoughts are: mean

My thoughts are: mean and

My thoughts are: mean and brutal

My thoughts are: mean and brutal and

My thoughts are: mean and brutal and vicious.

My ego is:

My ego is: icy

My ego is: icy and

My ego is: icy and cold

My ego is: icy and cold and

My ego is: icy and cold and twisted.

This feels like my last chance.

If I break free, will my breath last?

I know letting in the fear won't help.

I know letting in the fear won't help. But I'm scared that I can't fix myself.

All this ice is bruising.

All this ice is bruising. All this shit is scary.

All this ice is bruising. All this shit is scary. It feels like I'm losing.

It feels like I'm buried

it took a long time to write this.

it took a long time to write this. just because I had just had an energy drink and I was more depressed then I have been in a while.

But if you liked it ,give it a like. Constructive criticism welcome! But please don't be rude. Anywho... Thank ya'll for your support! Till next time!!

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