Realisation Of Self - 2008 Language Warning





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andrewmayer
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A self realisation I wrote in 2008. Language Warning.

Realisation Of Self - 2008 Language Warning

IT'S HARD TO LIVE AN EXISTENCE THAT MORE OFTEN THAN NOT IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH.

A MAKE BELIEVE WORLD THAT ONLY EXISTS WITHIN THE DARK DEPTHS OF THE IMAGINATION.

A DENSE MYSTERIOUS PLACE WHERE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

YOU MAKE DECISIONS THAT BECOME YOUR NEW REALITY.

FOR EXAMPLE FOR YEARS NOW THERE HAS BEEN A WAVY LINE BETWEEN MY "STORY" ELEMENTS AND THE TRUTH.

BUT THANKFULLY NOW I AM MATURING AND HOPE IS RESTORED WHILE THE WAVY LINE BECOMES MORE BLACK AND WHITE AND STRAIGHTER.

I GUESS ALL THESE YEARS I'VE TOLD PEOPLE THAT I AM A HARD ASS FUCKER THAT DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME.

WHEN THE SAD REALITY IS, THAT I HAVE CARED.

I'VE CARED ENOUGH TO GO OVER AND ABOVE THE NORMAL EXAGGERATION, TO ADD THAT EXTRA "SUPER-SPICE" TO THE RECIPE OF MY LIFE.

BUT WHETHER IT'S AN ABUNDANCE OF MORALLY "GOOD" THINGS I'VE DONE.

OR AN OVERWHELMING LIE OF THE "CRIMINAL" THINGS I THOUGHT WERE "COOL".

THE PAINFUL PART OF THIS STORY IS THAT THE RECIPE I'VE CREATED LOOKED PRETTY AND SWEET WHILE IT WAS BEING THROWN TOGETHER.

BUT IT HAS FALLEN FLAT ON IT'S ASS LIKE A SPONGE CAKE THAT AN AMATEUR HAS FUCKED BIG TIME.

IT HAS BECOME SO HARD FOR EVEN MYSELF TO DISTINGUISH THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWO.

THE TIME HAS COME FOR THIS HEAD-STRONG SOUL TO ASK FOR HELP.

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