I Think I'm Broken
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anayalianee17
anayalianee17 ...strange world isn't it...
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meet my depression, my problems, my life

I Think I'm Broken

I wake up with a frown and tears in my eyes,

tears in my eyes, Because I pray to god everyday,

Because I pray to god everyday, That I don’t ever awake.

To put a smile on my face,

To put a smile on my face, Would be like to have 100 layers,

layers, Of fresh makeup on,

Of fresh makeup on, Just so the frown could be covered,

covered, But never erased.

But never erased. Not once have you asked,

Not once have you asked, What it’s like to be in my place,

Which is fine cause if you asked, What it’s like to be in my place,

Which is fine cause if you asked, I would tell you it’s quite okay.

I would tell you lies so, I would tell you it’s quite okay.

You wouldn’t have to carry my pain. I would tell you lies so, I would tell you lies so,

I ask to be alone everyday,

I ask to be alone everyday, Because I cannot stand to see,

Because I cannot stand to see, The happy world.

The happy world. I isolate myself because i’m a infestation,

infestation, Kinda just like some black mold,

I don’t know where my joy is,

I don’t know where my joy is, I guess it has been long gone, sold,

sold, Sometimes I just can’t bare my life,

life, These mental battles are getting too old.

But the only reason i’m still here,

here, Is because when I tried to overdose,

overdose,

overdose, It didn't work.

I just woke up,

I just woke up, Very sick,

I just woke up, Very sick, Very cold.

Very weary,

Very weary, Very dozed,

Very aware,

Very aware, Feeling very joked,

But still,

Very unhappy that I survived,

Very unhappy that I survived, And ultimately very alone.

And ultimately very alone.

-anayalianee this got kinda deep but hey

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