I don’t need to think about it very hard to know that we been through a lot of shit together.
but when i do think about it, it doesn't feel like i know you that well, you don’t feel like a friend. or a lover. maybe a foe. i think i don’t love you anymore, or maybe i never even loved you
not even once. i need to stay with you, if there's you, there has to be me. were like Aphids and the bacterium can’t live without one another.
i cannot lie, i thought about killing you a couple of times. but i know if i look in the mirror and you were gone i will miss you till the end of time.
i want to understand you, i truly do, i’m just too afraid of being you. i rather stay here where i am now, with what i have left and how i am now.
and you can stay still locked in my closet after all you just my emotional baggage. a.d