are you still single?
I set this as my WhatsApp story, just to see if she still understand me the way I do myself. I block my story status for everyone except her. So no one will embarrass me.
When I come back to WhatsApp after few hours, I saw her profile picture changed. This picture was my favorite of her. I know she is listening to me.
My heartbeat increases like I did something wrong, I just broke the promise, It felt like I cheated myself.
After we broke up I promise my self no matter what, I will never let down my self-esteem again.
She holds my hand. It's not like we never held the hand of each other. But this time, it was different. I was restless, she said just for a minute let me hold your hand.
The very next day she confesses she can't be mine. I don't know why because she never told me. I cried, seriously a 20-year-old guy cried relentlessly.
I know her profile picture was the answer I was looking for.
and still the same?
My second WhatsApp story, surprisingly she came online and saw the story.
But she went offline. All the self imagination were broken. Her profile picture change was no answer. It was just a coincidence. I recall myself what a fool I am.
If she still cares why did she leave in the very first place? I feel pity because I let down my self-esteem again. I remembered she was with another guy in our ceremony day.
I smiled at her like I accepted my defeat. Didn't I promise my self that I will never see her again? I was overthinking again.
I went to dinner, leaving my phone on the desk.
I came back and saw her profile picture was changed again!