I wish that I had never even met you.
You’re always in my head no matter how hard I try to get you out.
You’ve made me rethink everything I’ve ever known about myself.
I still yearn for you everyday, hoping and wishing that I could see you. Hear you. But I can’t.
Because you’re gone and you’re never coming back.
I should’ve told you how I felt about you before you left.
If I told you I wouldn’t have to carry this inside me. It feels like I have one hundred pound weights on my shoulders.
I dreamt about you. Hoping the dreams would come true but they never did.
I even cried over you. Why did you do this to me? I hate you but I don’t.
You left but didn’t say goodbye. That’s when my heart really broke. Why didn’t you say goodbye?
We drifted apart but we were still close. I felt close to you. When I touched you my whole body was electrified. But I guess you didn’t feel that.
You will never know how much you hurt me.
I will always love you.