I was alone and I didn't want him
However, I told myself I did
So I wouldn't have to start again
I slept with him so the process could happen faster
But spent the whole time looking for a way for it to end
I called it insanity
hundreds of voices running through my head
feeling numb and drunk
I left him and found you
I was lost and confused
so were you
Then it happened
realized I was in love with you
When she talked about you I always smiled and said,
" He's so nice he deserves a woman that's really going to love him" .
I said that many times
How was I to know a few years later I'll spend everyday praying to be her.
The woman that gets to share the most amazing things in life with you
If I had to experience all the pain I caused myself to get to you again
I will gladly take another chance with romance.