I hate you
You were my best friend
And you broke me into pieces I never thought I could break into
I trusted you when I knew I shouldn't because that's what best friends are supposed to do after all
That's what you taught me
That was my mistake
You'll always hate yourself more than anyone and...
That will continue to be a reflection on how you treat others
You were the first person to call me ugly
By the way you hurt my feelings
The first friend to call me beautiful
But I told myself your words meant nothing
To cope with the pain and relief
I'm not sure ...
How I'm going to find it in my heart...
To forgive you
What you did didn't happen in a second
The poison running through your veins took some time to destroy...
I thought I loved you so much that I could heal you
Instead, I'm apologizing for loathing you
I'm sorry this friendship is over
Somehow you remain family at heart
But I'm even sorrier
I let you stop me from forgiving you
ps. This is a letter to...