I keep getting this feeling that I forgot something at home.
I will literally be sitting at home and get this feeling.
When I am out with friends, I can’t shake feeling disoriented
“You look sad”
So you smile,
And you laugh,
And you make other people laugh too
Why would you want people to worry?
You can’t possibly be that selfish
No one needs a burden on their shoulder
Just because you are sad,
Just because you are uncomfortable
Like every set of eyes that glance at you
Makes you feel like you fucked up big time
Do you see now why sometimes
In a room full of people
I will tune out
Antsy for my bed
Tucked away in my room
Under the covers
Where I can hide
I just must have forgotten something at home