I can't believe this.
I never knew I could feel so empty.
I should have known not to fall for the trick again,
But I couldn't help but look for the good and trust you again.
It's one thing to ignore me,
But a whole other to look right at me as I'm
C R Y I N G
And keep walking the other way.
Every time there was a silence between us
It felt as though I was being stabbed over and over and over
Through my heart,
M A N G L E D and
B L O O D Y and
Making me feel worse, if at all possible.
And I make the mistake of reminiscing and there's another
Sea of pain that accompanies each mention of your name.
And I think about how stupid I must have been
To let you dominate once again,
Only for you to break me again and again.
But that doesn't stop you.
And I let the first tear fall,
And every one that follows
Carries a piece of my broken heart,
Leaving me with a black hole of raw emotion,
Sucking until I feel nothing;
And an empty space where my heart once was.
When will the last tear fall?