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alyvea
alyvea grieving for the living
Autoplay OFF   •   18 days ago
this doesn't make a whole lot of sense but...

messenger

i feel like my emotions come from a different driver i’m just trying my best to be a survivor i’m being pulled by a current in a stormy sea but i’m just the messenger and they’re all shooting me

“just calm yourself down” “take a deep breath” diving straight for the ground my whole mind’s a threat

getting wrenched from the wheel is taking its toll they say i’m too old to just lose control they say how broken i am and i must agree but i’m just the messenger and they’re all shooting me

“we all feel that stuff” “you’re too toxic for us” sinking through slough avoiding the rust

i’m lost in my head and i don’t know what’s true my mind is the one who’s staging the coup where there should be thoughts is floating debris but i’m just the messenger and they’re all shooting me

“why are you like this” “we miss your smile” my head’s ‘bout to split i don't mean to beguile

i owe it to you all to heal the hurt that i said so i make music from my pain, from the steam in my head it leaks out scratching; an old calliope but i’m still just the messenger and you’re all shooting me

hey guys, i'm still working on my next mental health education episode and taking requests if anyone has any :) -alyvea❤

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