When you left,
I cried externally.
The tears fell out like an ocean in my eyes,
The pain was taken out on my wrist ,
And I was told it was dumb to be this upset about a "stupid boy" ,
So I tried to be happy. And I acted as happy as I could
But I was still crying and I was still in pain and I was still dying.
But no one could see it ,
No one could hear it,
It became internal.