Villanelle Style | How is it?

I should have said this- I should have said that-

I should have said this- I should have said that- How is it that, only recently, every time we talk i beat myself up afterwards?

I should have said this- I should have said that- How is it that, only recently, every time we talk i beat myself up afterwards? I just want to cuddle with my stuffed cat.

Recently it isn't good to look at

Recently it isn't good to look at I just wish that i could go backwards

Recently it isn't good to look at I just wish that i could go backwards I should have said this- I should have said that-

I wish that i could change them stat

I wish that I could change them stat Am I just hitting the wrong chords?

I wish that I could change them stat Am I just hitting the wrong chords? I just want to cuddle with my stuffed cat

I sometimes feel like a bratt

I sometimes feel like a bratt I wish i would get ran over by warlords

I sometimes feel like a bratt I wish i would get ran over by warlords I should have said this- I should have said that-

It makes me want to just sit in a water vat

It makes me want to just sit in a water vat Maybe just sit on the floorboards

It makes me want to just sit in a water vat Maybe just sit on the floorboards I just want to cuddle with my stuffed cat

It makes my mind go splat!

It makes my mind go splat! Turning it into an erased chalkboard

It makes my mind go splat! Turning it into an erased chalkboard I should have said this- I should have said that-

It makes my mind go splat! Turning it into an erased chalkboard I should have said this- I should have said that- I just want to cuddle with my stuffed cat