No one tells you how heart break works. how you feel so you know what? you're gonna hear me explain it. Strap in.
Heartbreak is like an arrow to the chest, quick but so incredibly painful for long after.
Its hard to do anything that remind you of them.
For me it was writing, eating a certain candy, listening to my favourite artist, and even something as simple as misspelling things.
Heartbreak makes it hard to eat and sleep.
I have been having late nights and late mornings and wanting to sleep the whole day away.
For the first 3 days i actually didnt eat till dinner.
For people around you heartbreak is you not taking care of yourself and being sick.
My family actually threatened to take me to the doctor so i had to force myself to eat.
I yearn to throw up sometimes.
I yearn for death others.
But i wish i could talk to them one more time.
Tell them how much i love them.
how much i missed them.
tell them how much i would love to kiss them.
i just wished i wasn't such an idoit. and everything felt like a dream again.
everything seems normal with even more pain and i hate it.
everything hurts and it has been for a week now.
tears have already formed and i wish i was dead long ago.
but look at where i am.
I hate myself
And i would kill to talk to you one more time,
but it seems like I'll be that way for a while....