All this time I constantly felt like I am drowning.
Struggling to get a breath of air every now and then.
Treading water with only one thing kept in mind.
One day I’ll reach you, my safe haven.
Every time I was so close to reaching you.
I was caught by the waves that surged before me.
Carrying me so far away again.
But after years of fighting.
I’ve surrendered myself to this merciless sea.
I’ve given up on the day I realized the water is you.