September 7, 2020 Dear Commaful, I'm sorry for what I'm about to do, but I have no other choice. And this will be the hardest thing for me.
I am so grateful for the beautiful love and support from amazing people, even though I never thought I will be worthy for it.
I can't understand how to bid you all adieu so soon. As I said, I have no other choice. Things in my life have changed a little, so I will have to do this even if I don't want to.
Also one more thing, it feels like I'm addicted to this platform lol! But that's another reason, I have to say goodbye :(
This is honestly so difficult for me. And why? There're two reasons behind it.
Imagine yourself to be on the Everest. By overcoming hardships, stuggling brutually with ice and rock you are on the mid away and the peak is not that much far away from you.
But suddenly, your oxygen regulator breaks out and you have to retreat back from your destination with a heavy heart.
I don't know whether you have the same experience or not, but if you have ever checked my profile completely,
You can see I was a truly bad, bad & bad writer back then. Not deserving to called a writer, but just a traveller roaming on an unknown path.
And I don't believe myself, how much I have grown from back then to now. I don't want to leave this place, I want to be here more,
So that, I can come to the level of those whom I admire the most.
In the very beginning I used to write just because of you all used to do. Yes, just because I saw so many people's amazing posts, it motivated me to write.
Then after it became my hobby. And eventually I was feeling like I am addicted to it. Yes I know that this is a very nice addiction lol (well someone told me)! But this is also
the cause of that I'm getting distracted from the other things. I joined commaful for my own good and now here, it is hard for me to say but, I'm leaving it here for my own good.
It is painful whenever I think from where I started my journey and how much I have improved but despite that, I have to go.
I'm leaving this all here, but I never said I will be ending it all. I promise I will be back soon, for you all have created a seperate place in my heart <3
I don't know, whether it will be sooner or later, but I will be back right here. Also my sincere apologies for I won't be able to reply any
of the messages from tomorrow. I'm sorry for that. I wish I will be able to see everyone again whom I am leaving here :( <3 <3 <3
Stay Amazing Stay Safe Stay Beautiful Stay Supportive Stay Kind Spread the Love!