I woke up today and the sky was green.
Not because some lunar phase but because it was a different reality.
It's weird because I don't remember falling asleep.
It's as if the sun went down and forgot to come back up and say hello to me.
Everything is old but nothing is the same.
I see all these familiar faces with different names.
I walk around the town of which I knew.
I went down the slide of my old school.
I went to the beach where we got high because we were damn fools.
I do everything to invoke the feeling of you
Every little reminder of our movie-like life is so bitter sweet.
I smell your cologne on the man walking by and think of your big arms wrapped around me
I think of my head buried inside your chest but then it makes me so sick I can't eat
Do I miss you or do I just miss the person around you? The old me.
I can't stand you but missing you is causing me to live this life so hazy.
The doctors say I'm going crazy.
They shove these pills down my throat so I can get sleep.
This can't be real, this world can't be real. How can the sky be green and how can there be no more you and me?
How can a heartbreak cause a break in my sanity?