I try and try again. I’m looking for more. But they never want what’s within.
You give your all. Giving me hope and then you disappear again.
Why do I make excuses for you all. Blaming myself for caring.
The reality is you don’t deserve me. Not even for a second.
I lock myself up once again. Trying to get my heart to mend.
Because I can’t feel like this again and again. I lost myself once. He nearly destroyed me.
But I built myself up. Not for you to tear me down.
Now I try and find the final missing piece. But all these men are boys.
All playing games. Like I’m your brand new toy.
I’m forever or never. No more waiting boy. Goodbye.