My mind is racing
and although I lay in bed at night I feel like I'm running a race through a never ending trail of disappointment
my hearts racing!
My mind is pounding the pavement!
I can see the finishline but why can't I reach it! I see it but it's far.
Im hurting my heart is hurting. I need a lifeline. Im tired.
Rest. rest. I need to sleep. Im thirsty. Just a sip & just as a put the cup up to my lips.
I wake up from a tiring dream that is actually my reality. Insomnia