My Biggest Weakness
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aknierOkay yeah I write romance
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My confession- please like if you empathize/relate 💕

My Biggest Weakness

by aknier

You're asking for a confession?

Alright then

Here it goes:

I was in love once

Deeply

The kind of love where you think it's never gonna end and you'll live happily ever after forever

I was so in love

I was so trusting

I was so happy

I was so blind

He left me for another girl

The classic "it's not you it's me!"

The truth was we were fighting a bit

She was flirting a lot

He was probably flirting back

He liked the attention

As soon as he told me he had feelings for someone else

I was willing to forgive him

I was willing to do anything to stay together

He wasn't

He wanted to be with her

That part was more backstory than confession

The confession part is this;

Its been a year since he left me

And I want him back

Isn't that stupid?

Isn't that insane?

After all that happened

After all the hurt he caused me

All the sleepless nights

All the crying nights

All the heartbreak

And I still want to be with him

I'm torturing myself

I told him I was fine being friends

And I cry to myself after every time I see him

Especially if he's with her

That's like a knife to the heart

(Or to the back)

He hangs out with me and my friends

And the whole time I'm thinking, "not mine. not mine."

And oh so desperately wishing he was

What does SHE have that I don't?

Well, him I guess.

That's my secret

That being with him is addictive torture

That even though it's breaking my heart

I answer the phone every time he texts

I drop everything for him

I'd do anything for him

And yet he's not mine

And never again will be mine

Even though he'll always be

My Biggest Weakness

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aknierGifted WriterOkay yeah I write romance
2 months agoReply
@navynohwal30 I'm so sorry for what happened to you, when the thing that can always make you smile suddenly leaves it's a weird and difficult sensation. I'm glad you're okay now, keep fighting, and know you're beautiful and strong and deserve so much better. Thanks for reading love, and go find someone who is worth it.

navynohwal30Gifted Writer♏️ & Rêver
2 months agoReply
this was so sweet. yes i relate. i dated a guy and he was everything i wanted and then he left with a "it's over" text and then says "take care". why doesn't he understand that i can't be without him. but i am okay now. this was beautiful, pretty, amazing!

potatoesarefabGifted Writer14 and frustrated
3 months agoReply
@aknier sure, no problem!! :)

aknierGifted WriterOkay yeah I write romance
3 months agoReply
@bottlingmagic Aw thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed, and I'm not planning on stopping writing any time soon.

aknierGifted WriterOkay yeah I write romance
3 months agoReply
@potatoesarefab Aw thank you so much! Getting over him is the plan. I'm glad he was a part of my life, but I know that I've grown from being with him and I've grown past needing him. Thanks for hoping for me! Xx

aknierGifted WriterOkay yeah I write romance
3 months agoReply
@sydney Thanks for reading! Hope it didn't get you too down :)

potatoesarefabGifted Writer14 and frustrated
3 months agoReply
...you ALMOST made me cry. I hope he realizes how much he was and is hurting you. I hope he stays away so you'd be able to move on. Great work! I'm really sorry if you had to go through this. And no... it's not crazy nor it is insane. This is what love does to you. You become blinded with it. You care less for the things around you. I hope you get over him soon. And maybe... just maybe, you aren't meant to be together (I'm really sorry if this line is personal ;-; my chat box is open if you need someone to talk too :)). Maybe, he was just there to change your life temporarily. Maybe, there is someone out there better than him :). You never know, right? So.. all I'm hoping is that you recover from this. GREAT WORK!!!

bottlingmagicPakistani | Wattpad: bottlingmagic
3 months agoReply
This such a beautiful piece of writing totally love it. I hope you recover quickly :) Keep Writing!

sydneyVerifiedco-creator of Commaful
3 months agoReply
Omg this is so sad 😞❤️

aknierGifted WriterOkay yeah I write romance
3 months agoReply
@heidilobecker thank you! I'm hoping to get out of the rut soon. Thanks for reading!