Okami Suzuki's Lament
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akirathesimp2 She/Her|Taken|I hate everything :3
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Okami Suzuki's Lament

Warnings: Blood, mentions of suicide, swearing, OC X Character

For those of you who didn't know, Okami is an OC of mine whom I ship with Tenya Iida!!!!

~Okami's P.O.V.~ Everyone thinks I'm suicidal. But I'm not

Mrs. Tanaka thinks it, Mr. Tanaka thinks it, Max thinks it, Mr. Aizawa thinks it, the class thinks it. But I'm not.

All because I have scars, cuts, and scratches on my arms does not mean I'm suicidal.

Just because I draw gore of my family and friends does not mean I want to hurt people.

And just because I have ears and a tail of a wolf does not mean I'm a wolf.

. . .

But I am a wolf.

I am a wolf, and I want to hurt others and I want to hurt myself.

. . .

But I also want him.

Tenya Iida.

Tall

Strong.

Fast

Smart.

Everything you could want in a man.

Including sweet, and generous.

But he has to be in control.

. . .

That's fine.

Control is simply an illusion, so he can have control.

. . .

Because at the end of the day, I kept him here.

He.

Loves.

ME.

. . .

Not Ochacco Uraraka.

Not Momo Yaoyarozu.

Not Kyoka Jiro.

And definitely not Mei Hatsume.

But me.

Okami Suzuki.

. . .

So then. . .why. . .?

Why do I still hurt inside. . .?

I don't have a reason to. . .

I have a family. . .

Friends. . .

A dream boy. . .

. . .

. . .I just don't want to be here anymore. . .

. . ."Just keep smiling". . .

. . .I don't remember which foster parent said that, but. . .

. . .It doesn't help. . .

"Just keep smiling, and everything will be better!". . .

. . .

. . .Well it's not. . .

It doesn't HELP!!

STOP SAYING IT IT DOESN"T WORK!!

STOP!!

STOP IT!!

JUST STOP!!

.

. .

. . .

. . . .

. . .It's been too long since I've taken my meds. . .

. . .My head hurts. . .

SO!! That was Okami Suzuki's Lament, Hope ya like, thanks for reading!! ~Akira~

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