I was thinking.
If I ever got sick,
The kind of sick that puts you in a box in the ground.
I wouldn't want to spend whatever time I had left in a hospital.
With people looking at me,
With a look of relief that it's not them.
Hell to the freaking no!
I'd eat chocolate cake.
I'd talk for hours about nothing.
I'd spend all of my money on useless things.
I'd snuggle with my dogs a few more times.
I'd watch dumb movies with my friends.
I'd throw myself a going away party.
Just for kicks.
And when the time came,
I think I'd want to be somewhere I've never been before.
Somewhere that tells me everything will be fine,
No matter what comes next.
Even if I'm alone wherever that is.
I'll remember what a good time I had while I was still here.