This would be so easy if I hated you.
I wish I hated you. I wish I hated you.
It's easier to move on when I hate you.
Why can't you just break my heart and make me hate you?
All the things that made me "hate" you in the past aren't angering me like they did before.
The wounds aren't fresh.
I need a new pain.
Hurt me again.
I need it.
I need the pain that only you can cause.
I need to hurt the way only YOU can hurt me. I need that pain.
It awakens me.
The beast inside.