I'm obsessed with this I'm so angry that I cant move forward the rage screaming out from within, this pain is unbearable unthinkable and undesirable.
This obsession will be the death of me drowning in sorrow and failure, these words lost on my soul but ill be damned if I stop now it's far too late to turn back. I've obsessed unable to escape.
This failure unworthy, and pointless. I want to learn from these feelings, but I cant, my mind closed to possibility. To progress and future, it's lost to these words I've obsessed over.
But there's love here. Honestly, I couldn't no I wouldn't run from this now. I desire forward motion. To take these words inside and share them with the world I want to have them see my vision.
The testament is screeching from my guilty soul. I'll seek redemption for the time I've wasted. I've decided I won't spend one more moment in vain.
Time ticks by each second unbearable I feel lost worthless and damned to be forgotten. I'm unremarkable I'm useless. But the words I hear lift my spirit, and I find my worth in them.
I want to share it with you. I want to paint the sky of your life and take you to far off-lands full of magic and mystery.
Romance is sparking from the tips of each page and adventure is just around the corner. This obsession is love, and I wouldn't trade the world for it.