I cannot breath properly
Do you know that?
Sleep is now my best friend
But I had many sleepless nights
I never did my homework
My main subject was you
I studied you,
I shaped myself after your preferences
I thought I was in love
I tried to feel like everything was going right
My life, My mind, My soul, My heart
Four different things, all shaped for you
But not one fine
I tried to hide the hate I had
For me
I thought that you could make it go
And make me feel beautiful
And loved
Happiness is overrated, I know that now
I learned a lot from you
These days I'm new
My soul is true, the same my heart
My mind is clear, my life's my art
You're proud, you smirk
I am heartbroken, that you think?
Because I am not glaring at your eyes
But I'm not scared to remember your lies
I am so dead inside
But honestly glad
That you crushed my soul
And effortless taught me
To feel nothing at all
I tried blaming you
For what I am
But now I'm not.
You don't deserve that.
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