On my 23rd birthday I knew it would be, the last one you would get to spend here with me. All of the memories, laughs, hugs, kisses, and scares, I knew that sooner than later I would experience life is not always fair.
Cancer is never happy it mainly is extremely sad, even though you did not remember me your last days I will never forget all of the wonderful times the family has had. Who am I going to call Tata? Who am I going to hug when I need some advice? It was always you.
Most times I wonder if you will remember me again and I know it wasn't you, but the brain cancer. I miss you and your absence from my life and the family. I miss that you will not be at all of my accomplishments physically.
I know you are here with me in spirit and I am thankful though I crave your touch, hugs, voice ,smile, laugh scent I miss it all. There is no greater heartbreak than losing you.
That is the worst pain that I continue to deal with. I will be able to deal with any break up, hurtful words, actions or anything because losing you is the worst pain I have ever felt.
I miss you Tata and there is no bigger hurt than losing you. Iloveyou my sweet angel. Visit me in my dreams soon.