I feel like my feelings are just a cycle.
At first they start off well and I feel untouchable with how happy I feel.
Next, things begin to get stressful and that is when little by little I begin to crack.
Finally, when I am too overwhelmed I feel pieces of me begin to fall and shatter.
Then finally, something always comes to pierce my emotions and before I know it I am completely shattered and broken.
I am left on the floor picking up the bigger pieces trying to secure them back together or at least the best they can fit.
Once there is somewhere to start, I try to recover and heal from the brokenness.
It seems like a constant cycle. So far I haven't been able to break it. Luckily I have been blessed enough to manage it and still be able to be okay.