Rock Bottom
Rock Bottom depression stories
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aalderete55
aalderete55 27yrs writing caged feelings
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Hitting rock bottom

Rock Bottom

It feels like everything around me is crumbling.

I feel like if it isn't one thing that is falling apart, there is something following shortly behind.

I feel cursed like every bad thing is happening to me and I cannot seem to catch a break.

There are not enough tears to cry, there doesn't seem like enough time to heal, and it feels like no matter what the depression takes over every inch of life I have left.

It is hard getting out of bed and finding motivation to put one foot in front of the other.

Everytime I think, I zone out and I feel so numb.

I don't feel worth it most days, and it is hard to look in the mirror.

It is hard to look into my own eyes , my own body, my everything knowing that I have caused myself all this pain.

When will the light shine through the darkness again?

When will I smile again?

When will I be happy and have peace in my heart, mind, and soul?

Each day I pray for some change. I pray that God blesses me with what I deserve whatever that may be.

I am at rock bottom and hopefully I can only go up from here.

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