As the days come closer to the third year mark since you have left this earth, my mind craves you.
Before I close my eyes I pray that I dream of you.
I pray that I see you in my sleep and I get to be with you.
The family is incomplete without you and your humbleness that we miss so much.
When I dream of you I don't want to wake up.
Do you know how long it has been to remember the sound of your voice?
What about the way your smile can change someone's day from negative to optimistic?
What about the way you love to dance?
Or what about the way that you light up everyone's life?
When we are together in my dream your perfection is so hard to realize that I am just dreaming of you.
I feel like I am with you in real life.
That is how alive you make me feel.
In my dreams are the only way I can see you now.
When I wake up I go through the devastation of hurting that it was just a dream and not really you.
I wish I had one more day with you.
Cancer changes people, cancer takes lives, and cancer is a battle that people lose to sometimes.
Life without you is still a blur, but in my dreams is where I can feel your presence.
I love you Tata and may you rest in peace.