I don't feel good enough for her.
It is beyond stressful.
Even when I do something for her in her favor she takes it for granted.
Even when I am selfless and do things for her she doesn't take into consideration my feelings.
There is always something that I do wrong.
It could be the speed limit and going 40 in a 35.
It could be because of my word choice.
The littlest things cause her to flip and makes things that are nothing into big deals.
I am not sure how much of this I can take.
The arguing and fighting puts me in a dark spot in my mind.
It isn't cool and it isn't healthy for me.
The worst part is when it's all over she acts like nothing even happened or like I just didn't get hurt.
Its immature its childish.
Now it is to the point where I feel careless to what happens with this whole thing.
I am just getting hurt and it is getting super old.
We will see what happens.
For now I'm just so hurt and over it.
That is what I get for trying to be good enough or nice in which this case I don't feel good enough.