As graduation day is finally here I am still here missing you.
This will be the first accomplishment you aren't here for and it breaks my heart.
I know if you could that you would be in the crowd clapping and screaming my name as they will call my name and I walk across that stage.
I know everyone will say things like "he would be proud of you", "he wouldn't want you sad", "he would give you a hug and kiss."
I understand everyone is trying to make me feel feel better, but no gift, hug, or choice of words can make me feel better from missing you.
The feelings are too strong and I really do not want to attend.
I'm doing it for you and the family because you probably would tell me I deserve to be there too.
Today is a tough one and I will try to focus on one thing at a time.
No person or any comfort can take away the brokenness I feel inside.