I'm fragile at this point in my depression. Any little thing tends to make me more depressed. The things I like to do I have no interest in. Any little thing makes my mind break in meltdowns.
I am at that point where every little thing hurts. I'm at that point every little thing frustrates me to the point of tears. It could be my pen falling on the ground, my hair not cooperating like it should, me bumping into an object, me making eye contact with someone, or someone hugging me when I'm breaking. I am just at that point.
I just want to stay in my dark room and sleep all day.
I don't want to eat.
I don't want to do.
I don't want to be.
I just need to shatter so that I can build up the pieces again and start over.
When I am fragile it seems never ending.
I wish someone would do me the favor of tapping my soul to help it shatter so I can move on from this darkness if it is meant for me.