Alone

Everything I touch breaks....

Everytime one thing gets better, ten things get worse.

When I feel decent in my moods, i get the worst news ever...

When I try to Express my feelings nobody listens the way I need to...

When I am sad and broken nobody notices....

When I am finished crying people just assume I am sick....

It's amazing after being a hero to everyone else, I can't be a hero to myself.

What special is everyone else if I can do what they do too.... what am I actually gaining?

I am alone and independent .... that's better than causing more frustration to try to teach others how to care for me.

I am losing my mind....

I am losing my sleep...

I can't find my appetite...

I'm falling on my knees ....

Just to feel like I am giving up...

And doing it all over the next day...

Just waiting for something or someone to change this broken heart....