Again

Here I go again feeling empty inside.... it seems like it happens over and over again....

I put that smile on again pretending like nothing is wrong, but in reality there is a war going on inside my heart and my head.

Here I go again laughing like I am the happiest person, but actually those are my cries that I am hurt.

Here I go again living another day, I force myself to get up, to eat, to work, to go to school and push through I do it again and again so that I don't end up crying.

I stay busy, I keep occupied I turn on the radio, but every song makes my heart cry. Here I go again and again until I don't feel empty anymore inside.