The mask, Hides what really happened that night.
I was walking, going to meet you where we agreed.
Instead, I find you cheating on me. And it doesn't help that I knew the person you were cheating on me with.
We screamed. We yelled. I cried. You left.
I looked in the mirror later that night, and saw the mask was cracking.
The skin underneath it was swollen and red. It was disgusting. This is what you made me become.
Not being able to look into the mirror, I grabbed the pills, took a handful and swallowed them.
I don't really remember what happened next. You somehow found me. Kept yelling at me:" Stay with me! Please! I'm sorry, just stay with me!" Now you seem to want me.
I do remember though, whispering to you:
"But I don't want to."