P a i n ?
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and I go back to my selfish ways

P a i n ?

by: Mia

I'm craving it again

the feeling of pain

the feeling of pain my familiar

just a cut

nothing more

just a cut

just a cut

just one more

I'm aching for the blade,

I'm aching for the blade, shiny and sharp

I feel worthless

I feel alone

I feel unloved

I feel used

I feel pressured

I feel pressured to abuse

I feel pressured to abuse my skin

I feel pressured to abuse my skin and

I feel pressured to abuse my skin and body

mind and soul

I'm so used to your abuse

I'm so used to your abuse that,

I'm so used to your abuse that, I expect it

I expect it

I expect it

I expect it

I expect it

I'm so used to your abuse that, I expect it

. . . .

With each cut,

With each cut, I'm r e l i v e d

I'm r e l i v e d

r e l i v e d

this blade,

this cut,

this cut, is my breath

this cut, is my breath of fresh air

I can finally breathe

I can finally breathe yet

I can finally breathe yet I feel guilty

I can finally breathe yet I feel shame

at that moment

that moment

I felt good

I felt good, but now I just feel sick.

sick.

I know I can't keep doing this

I need healthy ways to cope

I stop for awhile

everything's okay

. . . .

until it's not

and I go back to my selfish ways

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