Under

Under the deep blue, I lie awaiting the depths.

My body cries out, but my mouth keeps itself shut.

My feet try to kick back to life, yet my hands stay lifeless.

I wanted to go, didn't I?

I made myself jump, wasn't it?

My heart starts pumping. My ears start ringing.

My body roars as it struggles to get free from the abyss.

I-I want to get out.

I-I want to live!

My fingers start to fumble, my eyes start to dart, I-I...

I keep going deeper

My feet start to tire, my breath can hold no more.

I'm done--

--!

A hand grabbed my wrist